i kicked off this week with swimming!!! =) met kenny to swim at the new tamp swimming complex .. how exciting rite! it's juz renovated and there's like so cool stuff in there! the main reason for going there is the slide and i'm quite sad i din get to try it... there's a jacuzzi too! though it's not exactly very gd.. but hey, it's a jacuzzi!

i went there at abt 1pm, the most ridiculous time ever coz i feel that tt's when the sun is most damaging to ur skin. usually i'll only go swimming at tt timing when my sis wanna tan herself crazy.. but still went ahead today anyway.. and guess wat came to my mind as i swam today? hmmm.... alot. but suffice to say.. there are 2 things that i wanna change abt myself... guess it's do it or never!

1. stop procrastinating
-that means, time to call amanda and find out more abt how she is.
-find time to go out with vinnie, jul and elinna at least once by this june
-go out with hazel.

2. learn to spend money wisely
i spend money like crazy... seems like anything can catch my attention.. from face products to body scrubs to shopping for clothes, bags, and wat nots... it's time to start saving!

so...these are the 2 things i wanna change abt myself.. for now...
it was the sharing during usher GM that got me thinking abt improving myself.
we were talking abt relationships.. and the need to wait for the right person. Vinnie did the compiling of the notes and the sharing... and i basically did the observing. haa.. u can say i was slacking. =p but anyway, i realised that the more i know abt dating and relationships, the more complex it seems. The funny thing is that somehow, the discussion kinda left an impression in my heart... we were talking abt why we wanna get attached, and i realised that the reasons as to why i wanna get attached is just more out of selfishness.. i dun deny the fact that i want a bf.. i like the feeling of being treasured, of having someone to shower attention on, of feeling loved and cared for... it's a blissful feeling... but i've also realised that now's not the time.. someone asked this qn.. when do u know that u're ready for a r/s then? and as i reflected... i realised that i dunno the answer to tt... and hence conclude... i think u'll know when u are ready..so if u're not sure, it means u're not ready... =) if i could have stuck to my resolve in the past, i would have saved myself unnecessary trouble and hurt. getting into a r/s involves 2 ppl....... and i'm not proud to say tt coz of my decision to get attached, i've caused another unintended hurt and pain. so... this time round, i'm gonna wait.. pray for God to prepare myself, and prepare my other half. How exciting!! wonder when tt day will come. =) maybe the faster i improve myself, the faster it'll come. haha.. i know tt's totally bimbotic.. =p

ta-daaaa... so the conclusion: i'm gonna improve myself.. in terms of my character, get rid of bad habits.... and serve God! i need to learn to completely trust GOd in ALL aspects of my life.....and then serve Him as best as i can while i am still single. =)

and.. i dun wanna live life with regrets.. i have enough regrets abt my past... i dun wanna walk thru life with more regrets. =))

amazing wat swimming does to a person, huh? haha...

oh well... and i might try running... i so totally hate it... but it's the best way to lose weight....see... the sacrifices a gal can go thru to look gd.. it's madness!

awww... enough thots for the day...

if' u've read this, feel free to come to me and tell me if u see me not doing wat i've said i'll do. if u're my friend, pls dun scold, pls dun condemn...encourage me =)

♥ jacq

JACQUELINE NG
birthday: 6th September!!
was from Anglican High, Victoria JC, NUS...
newly graduated...
in SATS


Quote of the week:
Challenges often make us realize that we are stronger than we think. -chelle thompson


I am who You say I am

A happy me is when I am surrounded by my family and close friends, doing things that i love!
trying to always be happy and cheerful...
despite the circumstances though at times i can be sad like mad.
currently trying to get to know myself better.
Oone thing for sure that i know, i love shopping and it's proven to be therapeutic!
loves challenges.. they make me think.
love a good bicker here and there. they make me think too!
also love the sun loads! anything outdoor works for me... though i still prefer blading to cycling or running.