Sunday, June 04, 2006 @11:09 PM
hey hey!!
if u're wondering why my blog is so dormant... here's why..
THE THINGS I'VE BEEN BUSYING MYSELF WITH1. worked at Borders the past 5 days. 8am-6pm everyday is no joke man! Super low payy but lovve the job and the people! =)
2. hung out alot with all my friends.. spent money like crazy...
3. attended weiping and christina's wedding.. so sweet... i loved the part when weiping said tt chris is his little princess! it was sooo sweet... made me feel like getting married too man...
all in all.... my legs ached and are still aching from the standing... hate covered shoes and heelssss!! but it had been a fulfilling week. lots of happy memories..
the most memorable one is still today's GLOBAL DAY OF PRAYER! i thank God i went for it in the end...and gotta thank especially tingni and rong. if not for the two of them, i dun think i'll wanna go for it. i felt so exhilarated the moment i reached the outdoor stadium. the crowd was soo huge! and it was kinda packed nicely with ppl all worshipping together... the sight never fails to encourage me... coz i find it so amazing when ppl fm all different churches unite to worship together... and under the sky.. it's like so close to God...
the worship was fantastic too! and today's worship has been one of the best ever in the longest time... i dun remember the last time i simply abandoned myself to worship and not bothering who's on my left and right. it was also thru' this worship tt i realised how far i've drifted away from God... realised tt all along, i've been deceiving myself.. kept thinking tt i'm doing ok... but actually i'm like on a downhill... and sliding fast...
naz asked me why i din want to give my cell members my blog addy... and i said it's coz it's too personal.. it felt wrong to give my members my addy.. coz its soo personal.. but today i've realised tt well, this blog reflects all my innermost thoughts and if u wanna see it, so be it. haha..
but to my wonderful co-leader and cell group... juz wanna say a big sorry to you guys... i have been a lousy cell leader... have been totally irresponsible in my duities and not caring for u all as much as i want to or planned to... i'm gonna do smth abt it... hold me to my word!
to my wonderful ministry... same goes too... jul, vinnie, elinna.... i haven been giving u guys as much time as i had wanted to... and my dearest ushers... ur chief is back! pray tt God will lead me more as i lead u guys... =)
i pray tt God will lead me and guide me.. and not let me compromise on my standards...