yesterday's the longest i've ever worked EVER so far.. 830 to 2200. tt's....... 13.5 hours!!! sheesh... and as i hear the stories of my predecessors and colleagues, it made me really think if this is the kinda life i want.. am i just settling for settling sake? as each day goes by, my portfolio increases... no complaints so far.. 'cept for the long hours.. i like the environment.. my bosses have been nice.. my colleagues too.. and well, guess i enjoy even the extra duities.. then i find myself psyche-ing myself further... and trying to tell myself that this is the norm.. working late into the night is natural.. and then though the hours are long.. i've come to realize one thing. if God puts you there, He'll naturally provide for you ALL THE WAY THROUGH.

i rejoice, cos i'm single.. i have no commitments to anyone but myself. i CAN work late, and not have to pay too dearly.. (though my family suffers.. i dun see or talk to them as i like) but my colleagues have boyfriends and husbands and babies! so.. in retrospect, i am more blessed. i dun have to work shifts.. i can still go church. =) and i AM actually happy abt the projects that i'm given.. they seem so church-related i can almost convince myself i'm actually not doing work. the latest addition to my portfolio: plan and carry out fundraisind events for this non-profitable organisation so as to instill a spirit of servitude.. yes, we are charitable ok? this objective is so similar to the theme we had for usher retreat! it was wat we had wanted for the ushers as well.. just that the plan couldn't pull thru. so now, i'm given a second chance at it! and the amazing thing is that i had wanted to do volunteer work related to children when i start working, as i was afraid of getting detached from life.. knowing myself, i will fall prey to work. so.. blessing once again from daddy dearest in heaven.. the organisation that i'm supposed to plan activities for: directly related to children. is He good or wat? i was actually stunned for a while. so yeah, rather than some thing that i dun like, i actually get to do smth i like. though it's not easy.. these require time.. and effort. alot alot of it. =D soo.. yeppz...

and i guess there's no complaints so far... and i rejoice once again!! i reached home at 630!! haha. one of the joys in life.. when meetings can unexpectedly cancelled and i get to go home early. =D
hope my work life goes on well!!!!!

♥ jacq

JACQUELINE NG
birthday: 6th September!!
was from Anglican High, Victoria JC, NUS...
newly graduated...
in SATS


Quote of the week:
Challenges often make us realize that we are stronger than we think. -chelle thompson


I am who You say I am

A happy me is when I am surrounded by my family and close friends, doing things that i love!
trying to always be happy and cheerful...
despite the circumstances though at times i can be sad like mad.
currently trying to get to know myself better.
Oone thing for sure that i know, i love shopping and it's proven to be therapeutic!
loves challenges.. they make me think.
love a good bicker here and there. they make me think too!
also love the sun loads! anything outdoor works for me... though i still prefer blading to cycling or running.